Listen to the voice in your head angel fuck that listen to your heart angel I take a deep breath and prepare myself for the hurt thats about to come my way is it true you move on & now the vision of you & him is all you think about what ever happen to the things we planned to do ? was I asleep through this whole thing that i couldn't see how happy you were without me no longer in the picture painting the love I once knew. How can you turn your back I was the one who always watched it when these phonies tried to be friends just to find out they just as fake as the smile i have knowing your leaving. I pushed you to the limit to the point you didn't have choice but to label us finished took me longer than you expected to notice you were the one I always wanted why waste my time confessing my love I don't want to mess things up besides i hurt you internally for you to give me another chance wish all the harsh words I can take back, just know with you I was my best never knew i could love the way i LOVED YOU you gave me hope in myself & also told me to never give up & do it for myself not for them. life is a lesson but baby you were a blessing, your smile was full of essence if he can make you smile then so be it besides the thought of me will probably have you restless stressing how I could never make up my mind or runaway with you & just make you my wife, Im to complicated for anybody why must i TREAT EVERYTHING as a challenge in the end its my self Im challenging telling myself if I can stay strong or will i fold & burst into tears once the sun decreases the moon rises & suddenly I get a warmth feeling in my heart through the stars we communicate the sky is where I rest with you & your prayers only keep me closer…. THIS IS a letter from heaven because once i LOST YOU I lost me so I ended everything & now I'm speaking to you from GODS view…..