As I lay my head down to rest I start to think about the days where me & were at our best the way we held hands everywhere we went now your so distant from me its like I'm a complete stranger but am I the reason I always question some days I love you some days I can't stand you I don't understand how you put up with me so long ? don't love me Im nobody to love is what I always wanted to tell you but there you go confessing your love once more whether it was face to face or through an email each word was beyond special might of ignored when you were at your weakest might of pushed you down when you were trying to get up from all the hurt I put you through but don't ever forget that I LOVE YOU Im not perfect & I never will be but to you I'm everything you need and more i JUST wish i can see what you see in me so i can see it too maybe then i can control who you want me to be. instead you get my emotion of steam when it should be emotion of being in bliss when your with me. i feel your heart slowy detaching from mine & it hurts when it shouldn't Im the one that chose this.