& I SIT & WONDER of what we could of been i drop a tear that came deep within

you don't understand my struggle or what I set out to do All i want is love

but even that mis used look at my heart running away to you but my mind keeps me grounded

 now I'm here writing this love letter to you

Im sorry for the tears i caused I know i said many times 

by now buyt my conscious is eating me alive i wasn't raised to break hearts i was born to impact 

lives but now that I'm thinking about it I'm hurting people & impacting them to do better so 

I'm guess a stepping to stone to reach your greatness , now now stop thinking about the times 

its time to grow & be everything you could be in this world just don't forget to smile because thats

what made me fall in love with you….. Im such a fool to make you believe i was the one for you

I was brought up better than this, but settling down is my biggest fear specially when I haven't reached my full potential as in individual, they say the right one will come but i don't give her a chance all i do is push people away who come near & then I go & complain on how I'm here alone 

jotting ideas on how i can make this world a better place if i had you near..

so many girls offered me the world, & all i can do is walk away with my selfishness & a piece

of memory that i will never forget. Im not sad about this whole situation either

i just figured people are going through this all over the world so I'm here to tell you

you're not alone just smile & love yourself first

& watch your dreams unfold……….. AOR