Why don't you give me the world ?

I woke up angry on how people changed on me, In a good way ?
Who knows I wasn't introduced to the new people they have become
Mad at the fact people change but also mad at the fact people don't change.


But If I take a deeper look into it Maybe I'm the one changing & my perspective of them is changing, Maybe I want them to be the person I met when I first met them. Can't let your guard down to easily these days, Which is why I'm anti social most of the time Whats the point of even building any type of relationship If eventually I fade in the mist ? Now I get deeper into it. If All this kept happening then I know for sure that was my purpose to impact life's but don't keep anyone as close because you'll end up hurt not as a breakup hurt more of a " Damm we used to hangout all the time" type of hurt. Then you try & reach out but things are just dead & going no where for some odd stupid reason that both of you or several Don't know, Each party is telling themselves "I think I'm annoying them" When in reality each party is happy your even thought of by that person but just don't know what to talk about anymore. Does pride have anything to do with this ? I doubt it otherwise I'll be in a room full of people that should of never left my life while we sip red wine & listen to 9th wonder beats BUT HEY THAT'S JUST ME!