Typical thoughts

I woke up with the sun glaring my window, I knew GOD was telling me to get up and make every second count, So i brush my teeth,wash my face & get ready head to work not really looking forward to it, but it keeps the bills paid so why must I complain feeling like a robot everyday doing the same thing, feels like I'm losing my youth i get home,eat & ALL i want to do is sleep. wake up and do the same shit I'm just looking for a change, the weekend comes around & all i do is lay around and listen to music can't remember the last time i went out and did something cool with my friends but then again was never a fan of the club scene or beer pong every weekend I'm just a boring soul who would rather walk in the park & read some poetry guess i came up in the wrong generation, can't seem to find my place here good thing i have a journal for my company along with all these books i collected can't believe i found a few in trash cans, but you know what they say another mans trash is another mans treasure, i Know I'm not the only one waking up with self pressure, those thoughts that say is this really what you plan do forever, when are you going to get real job you can't provide with that type of money, come on hurry up think of what you want to do already, you got the potential but your scared to attempt it. doubt grows on you so you continue doing the same shit but keep telling yourself don't get trapped here your smarter than that I'm my biggest enemy sometimes always wanting more never truly satisfied figured this world so big might as well dream bigger, jigga accomplished it after his prime so i know time is on my side, crusin' on this cloud of mine sending letters to those who had my back in this city full of crime, I'm just out searching for whats truly mine and when i find it best believe ill keep in this heart of mine… away from everybody who never wanted to see me shine..